01 March 2011

Hide the mirrors

I think I'm having "one of those days" this past week and it's edging into this week.  I'm supposed to go back and see the doctor tomorrow about the whole cycle of meds we've been trying.  Thing is, none of them have worked (well, one did but then the FDA decided to recall it.  Stupid FDA.)

I don't want much - just a way to control some of the weirdness that has morphed my body into something I don't recognize.  So, even though I know better, I'm having one of those days where it's hard to like my body.  I've been praying about it and reminding myself of what I know to be true but today I'm sitting here judging myself and the verdict isn't good.  

Maybe tomorrow will be better.

1 comment:

  1. Here is part of
    our Epistle from this past Sunday (1 Corinthians 4:1-5): "I do not even judge myself. I am not aware of anything against myself, but I am not thereby acquitted. It is the Lord who judges me." We're so hard on ourselves, really,
    much harder than God is. I'm wishing you peace.